5. What are the 5 things that make you most happy right now?

I decided to write this one today because I got a random nugget of luck at work today.

1. (This is only #1 because it JUST happened). I DON'T HAVE TO DO 4 PEOPLE'S JOBS AT WORK!!! Thank the lord almighty. I almost cried when my boss told me they were moving someone from another department upstairs to take over. I.Almost.Cried. Seriously. I was freaking out today about how I was going to get everything that I had to do done and then my manager was out so I kept getting bs calls to 'find this' and 'send me that' on top of my mountain of paper on my desk AND THEN I was supposed to train for my new job since his last day is Friday but now I don't have to dooooo that anymore! Hopefully the heavens are lightening my load so that hopefully I'll be able to leave soon.

2. Everyone that I invited to Jacob's birthday party actually came. This made me really, exceptionally happy. Thank you to everyone who came even though none of you are reading this. (Except for you Meagan)

3. I have the greatest friends in the world. I've been really depressed lately and it's surprised me who has stepped forward to ask if I'm okay. Thanks for doing that. I'm working on getting back to okay.

4. Possibilities. I'm trying to hold on to the positives right now and think on the bright side. There are a few jobs that I've applied for that I want desperately. Specifically, I want to go back to Sewanee and get to interact with all sorts of authors and editors and agents for the Sewanee Writer's Conference. Yep. There's that.

5. Last but not least, Jacob. We've had some weird moments here lately but I know that you're trying to fix whatever has gone astray in our relationship. Sometimes I'm stubborn and emotional and closed-off,  and sometimes you're aggressive and nervous and loud. But I know that you love me (even though sometimes I forget) and I'm so glad that I married you. I'm so excited about all the new things that we'll get to do in our lifetime and I'm so happy that you want to make all these grand plans with me because you know I like to travel. And you don't laugh at me because I believe in aliens and get way too into things until I'm weirdly emotionally attached. But I love you. And I know that you love me and all my weirdness.